my last addiction

-feel like typing some emo stuff-

i have been controlling my emotions very well this feel days :)

reminder to self: DONT FREAKING JUMP AT THE OPPORTUNITY.

going shopping with a guy tmr. hope it wont fail.

rain over me

today (Friday) training was damn... tough! and fun at the same time :O the first thing we did after basic warm up was to run 15 rounds around corridor including climbing to level 2!!! x_x we used to run 10 rounds of that. but that was before EOYS. so it has been a long time since we ran long distance :( and this time is 15 rounds?!?! so yeah we all died. felt like shiok during the 10th round. and died from 11th onwards :@ calves head abs thighs all damn pain and hot :(. but finally completed it ^^ ran with Charity whoo :)

did circuit trainings after that. shiok. can feel mah muscles building~ Miss Chia kept disturbing me and Ling Xuan haha :) we two damn serious okay! set targets for ourselves to achieve for each station so that we wont slack :) she more hiong then me sia, i am amused :O played another version of River & Bombs for the last 20min. shiok ah kept scoring ^^ settled netball christmas party stuff and went for lunch with them at IMM! had baked rice at banquet :) nice ehhhh. slacked after that and did homework at BK! Lixian was teaching me everything for chinese email homework! she practically helped me finished it, but i wrote everything and thought of ideas and structured some sentences myself hor! so is not everything she do :) spent 2hrs on that freakin homework. woo! :D and Amanda helped me changed my twitter pic. LIKE FINALLY~ :D dinnered at grandma house!

tmr going slack with MS and basketballers :) maybe going out with Mervin after that for yoghurt? dono yet :O wooo watch finish a repeated drama on channel 8 now then i go sleep ^^

post one photo first!

my current phone wallpaper :)

forever and always

Sunday: church w/o Jayi. slack & talk in canteen and had children camp briefing. De Qi was damn crazy :) and we ended up in the same group whoo! hanging up decorations is damn fun~ went to have icecream with ex-cellmates at Island Creamery :) aw miss the old cell :( took a damn ugly group photo which i deleted alr. took photos with Fiona my buddy! :D went to meet up with mum and sis for to eat at some atas French restaurant in MBS to have a late birthday dinner for sis :) she was damn amused by the foie gras in her sirloin steak :O

Monday: helped out in church children camp! met up with ex-cellmates first for breakfast at mac :) kids are damn cute and rowdy and funny :) this girl called Vera likes people to chase her and she runs damn cute! omg haha enjoy watching her :P like some pedo~ had songs and session. and lunch which i couldnt finish cos was too full from the breakfast :/ then made fruit salad and fruit sculpture where my group just cut and throw onto the plate didnt even bother building nice sculptures LOL. and made a terrarium. plants in a pot :) and the day ended. debrief and went to grandma house for dinner.

Tuesday: overslept for the friendly against Westwood! supposed to reach JP by 8.10am. i woke up at 8am (Y). cab over to the school itself but realised when i reached that i forgot to bring my wallet -_- heng Miss Lim alr in school she helped me pay first :D game.. screwed up my first 5min of the game as usual. damn. Khia Lynn is still as awesome. win overall la but not a very good game i guess. ate dinner with netballers at JP mac :) RV netballers were beside us LOL. went up to centris to slack and talk whoo damn fun! shared alot and got chased away by the guard cos we were too noisy lolol. but we just shifted to the playground area :/ hehhhh. went to grandma's for dinner :)

Wednesday: went to children camp again! hanged around until it started. had songs+session and a nicer pack of lunch. went to Cluny Park for station games after that. i was one of the station master. walao i tio chased off from the pavillion cos got one Malay family having picnic there. then i went to sit along the path lol it was damn hot~ heng i found shade under tree :D very little groups came to my station so i just blast music and stone :)

halfway through it started raining heavily. had to ferry the kids back under canvas sheets. damn fun i was all drenched and kept running around in the rain :P at least its one thing of the camp i'll rmb ^^ went back to church and i got a st johns chapel tee to change into whoo which is damn nice :) black dri fit de. gave out prizes and went to have dinner with Jazreel, Jazper, Isabelle and Phil :) nice chatting. went to their house first to watch tv and play with their baby cousins lol THEY WERE TWINS OMG DAMN CUTE~ k. it was fun :)

whooo what a wordy post hope you didnt die reading. needa sleep. tmr got training in the morning (Y). k bye!!!!!

someone like you

studied with Mervin at West Mall on Thursday. finally a successful study session with him :) concluded that i could do Maths question. just that i take time to figure out the answer BUT STILL, i knew the answer in the end :P so means im smart. yay! -living in self-denial-

went to Zhi Yuan's house after that. his brother opened the door lol scared me. ended up he sleeping in his parents room -_- he tried to help me in my Physics worksheet but he also dont know LOL. and he didn't go play ball in the end walao cheat my feelings. :( left his house and he refused to open the door at first cos he wanted to raid my phone but I didn't allow him too -.- went to grandma house for dinner :)

Lunched with Mervin and Xin Yuan today. Ate at some Indian restaurant beside batok mac haha :) last min decided to go to Dhoby Ghaut area to play dota at LAN :o realised I'm still as noob. Sian :( the LAN there damn scary sia a lot of ah bengs not like Jurong safra's :o.

Went to mum's office and read my eclipse book for 1 hour while snacking :). Went with her to watch Breaking Dawn again. She insisted that I watch it with her even though I watched it before :o movie is still as awesome :)

Tmr got church! Need to sleep now :/ Jayi'a going Australia tmr so she's not going with me aw :o goodnight :)

conscious mind

woooyoooo. posting so late :( but i had a nap just now. so should be fine :) so peaceful now, mum's asleep sis is not back yet. INNER PEACE~ k will put photos after paragraphs of the event :)


Netball Camp (Tue - Wed)
mum drove me to school and was the first to reach :O placed our stuff in the ISH and took a bus to West Spring Sec for friendly! they looked so intimidating x_x Ying Qi and i thought their C'div was the B'div omg lolol. played 3 out of 6 quarters as WA :) first quarter was damn fun our sequence was damn nice :) Miss Lim kept drawing on my leg cos i said the initials instead of the netball positions when we discussing who to play next for the next quarter x_x like WD instead of Wing Defence. ya so my leg a lot of her pen markings ah :O haha. Ming Siew finally got to play her GK :) Khia Lynn pushed her GD away because she said she was irritated cos the GD kept contacting her and the umpire never see :O but after that she felt guilty and went to apologise to her lol. won them in the end i guess. good game :)

went to school for lunch! which was the same nasi lemak that we had for all 4 meals during the whole camp x_x im sure all of us wont have nasi lemak for a long time now. :O Miss Lim discussed our team's problems and solutions with us and had training to focus on our weaknesses. fun ah :) played Rivers & Bombs whoo throwing long passes are (Y)! then had a damn early dinner at 5.30pm and played bball + soccer until 7.30pm. Miss Chia kept pushing and touching me during bball :@! Ming Ming all-star player sia~

had night PT until 9+. did all the strengthening exercises. will list down all i remember. planking, crunches, alternate sit ups, superman, push ups, 90degrees against wall, ice and melt, virus, chain virus, telematches (sprint, hop, figure 8), 3 suicides. thats all i think :O had a splitting headache halfway through the PT cos and got people say is called migraine? when i shake my head will become damn painful :( tahan all the way and i got to sit down for a while :D

after that accompanied the sec1 shooters to finish their 100 shots. kept laughing at Awadah and her jokes :P settled with them to treat them Koi if they finished 50 shots under 10min (WHICH IS DAMN EASY I TELL YOU) and they complain say cannot -_- in the end they did it and Awadah finished within 6.30 and Wen Min within 5.30 min. -.- so yes i owe both of them Koi yay~

slacked on the green cushion with Siti, Ying Qi and Estella and i brought out my speaker and we blasted music and sang and high :D damn fun!!!!!! sang all the songs damn loud then everybody kept laughing at us lolol. being high so fun :D is like last year :) whoooo funnest part of the camp already :) after that bathed at the canteen boys' toilet with the 3 of them :) we purposely walk pass Girl Guides and swag and blast speakers in front of them LOL whack us please :P. showers was shiok :) music playing + cold water + friends = (Y) camwhored outside/inside the toilet to proved we bathed in it LOL.

went back and started getting ready to sleep. snacked and called people and hugged Siti. called Mervin till 2am then i slept :) only Tanya was left talking on the phone when i slept LOL zai. slept between Ying Qi and Siti! with Mingsiew opposite me :)

woke up at 7.16am x_x washed up and breakfast. Ying Qi and Siti went to Pandan coffeeshop to dabao milo for us :) they bought 20 packs lolol! Tanglin came over and we had our friendly :) played 2 quarters only this time round. Miss Chia wanted to try all the diff combis. thrashed them in the end :) Mamtha intercepted a lot of balls sia! and one time Khia Lynn play GS she damn happy keep getting the ball and shooting in like some machine. shiok ah :) it was damn comical watching Win Yen play for Cdiv :P me and Miss Chia kept laughing at her lolol! did 50 push ups as punishments for mistakes during game. Elston came and waved to me from outside the ISH windows omg~ :) became damn high after that LOL.

went to Teban with Ying Qi Siti Khia Lynn Estella Ling Xuan Varshah to buy drinks! and stroll back to school and chiong lunch. had affirmation and goal settings after that. damn slack~ first we wrote stuff to encourage each other on a piece of paper. everyone write for all :O took quite a long time ah. then set individual goals. then set team goals. i took a nap on Dahua's back during sharing of individual goals cos was damn tired :O and camwhored like mad lolol.

training after that! played soccer as a warm up. good idea by Miss Chia :) the did our ball drills and practice bringing down of ball. usual ah. at the end of the camp took a group photo! :) my camera lens screwed up cos i dropped it and Whitney helped to fixed it :O whew. took last min buddy photos. hand picked the visible rubbish on the court with Ying Qi. we were damn proud of the result :P and packed all our stuffs + change and went to JE interchange to have our dinner. we all had mee siam in front of the bubbletea shop :D damn cool hahaha we just one group sit down there one circle :D went home after that~


Thursday
got woken up by Rayson's call whoops. met up with him and went to his house to study (ya right) and slack. last minute called Moses and persuaded him to come whoo :P stalked people. ate Moses's grandma's fried rice for lunch. guys played dota while i napped. cooked maggee mee and hotdogs and reheated his chicken leg and veggies and made milo dinosaurs and had horlick ice cream for high tea :O. played The Game Of Life where i owned both of them LOLOLOL. i got the super zai career and kept getting 50ks while they two kept paying taxes etc LOLOL. ended up when we retire i got 670k, Moses got 280k and Rayson got 70k LOLOL DAMN JOKE =D=D=D and Moses not happy and kept shooting me with the nerf gun walao! :@ left his house at 5+.

185-ed to Jurong West area and met up with Jian Hui Ke Xian Edwin to play ball :) my arms still recovering from the night PT :O no strength to shoot sia! whole time only shot in once omg. played horse where i died first. JH and KX's shooting suddenly improved a lot omg :O a Cherwin-lookalike came and played with us. Jian Hui 1v1 with him and thrashed him 11:0 LOLWTF. slacked talk with them while drinking bubble tea until 9pm+ :)

wowwwww its 3.19am already! was posting halfway then Mervin called so not counted it doesnt mean i posted that long :O shall go sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeppppp. today is the end of the 4th week of holidays wheeeeeeeeeeeee. what the shit. :(. kbye~