here comes the fighter

(going backwards)

was super awake during SERVE lessons today. hahaha :D
glad i'm actually given the time and opportunity to learn about the bible :)
had a good chat with amos as well during break time. talked about our batch and how he disliked miss jane and other random people :) cool. is like we can talk even though we barely talked more than once? during last year.
oh and i went around giving out lays too ^^ as in the snack

disappointing lunch at mad jack
went back to church and practiced for praise this sat. yes im making progress with my guitar!

met up with kaiying and visited jayi at spinelli
good time catching up :)
had some orange mocha thing which i thought would keep me awake but it didnt! cos im super sleepy naoz
then there was this time while we were eating where we tried to figure out the guitar, bass and drums beats in the songs playing in the cafe. haha so cooool :) im more musically-inclined yay!!!!
played cluedo and monopoly after that. LOL 2-PERSON MONOPOLY NO FUN LA. we keep paying each other money lololol ._.
dont know when i'll see kaiying again. aw :(

hm. serve on monday morning.
lunch at LJS cos lydia wanted to eat their fries
spent half of my remaining afternoon playing pokemon on my phone. jayi you're lvl 50!
spent the other half of my remaining afternoon watching pokemon online LOL. like only those with exciting battles :B

sunday. helped to promote BBGB to recruit officers for awhile, then went to meet 4H peepz to ice skate and chill!
no picture of ice skating aw :(

skating was.. aiya i couldnt like skate gracefully and smoothly etc.
i always look like im gona fall down. k actually i was :(
before that played arcade. got owned by some street fighting game. then failed lvl 1 of some drum game. AIZ. ME IS NOT GAMER

clark quay after that. yeah it was chill hanging with them. different group of people :)

saturday: GB in da morningz.
argh cannot rmb so many of their namesssss
captains ball for games. wooo messy ah. all the older ones werent passing to the younger ones :^
derek asked me to teach them netball LOL ok i'll think about it~

youth service + paint finish the agape room wall oh yeahhhh

chio right. yes thanks.

we did this for like 1.5 months already.

actually i only joined in at the last 2 weeks LOL and did the no brainer things like painting the banner and drawing the words. k drawing the words needed skill. cos the brushes were so furry i had to paint several times to make them look solid :O

whereas drawing and gradient colours were mostly done by the other girl servers :)

woo proud of ourselves!

dinner with momma where we had thai food which was super nice but super spicy TT

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prawning tmr with the good friends. hope we take pictures :)

happy tinges

._.
i bought this pair of light blue loafers online which was like my virgin online buy using my bank account and it came ytd.
wore it for the whole day today
and when i was in the lift at my block otw home, i heard like something tearing.
i look down
my right shoe was tearing
?!!!?!!?!?!!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!
wa heart pain la even though i am earning some income now.
aishhhhhhhhhhhh sua.

on a lighter note,

yes i got my Os results.
yes i did well. (took me a while to register that i did well cos the first thing i looked at in my cert after miss chia passed it to me was my Geog and i got A2 :( )
then i saw all As, except chinese la and i was like yes!
then miss chia said i did well then i still didnt believe her. like i thought she was trying to comfort me. and somewhere in my mind i also thought like maybe everyone else got straight As too

was a bit sian when my name didnt appear in the powerpoint slides
is like almost everybody in my class around me is standing up and im just there clapping
one A1 away!!!! nvm. i guess if the school recognises those with 4A1s right.... the phototaking session would be super long :P
super proud of huiling. she improved so so so much :)

i know i shouldnt do this. but i thought i could have done better.
FOR my chem and geog. physics i expected B3 so thank God for an A2
i rather sacrifice my eng and chum. I DONT KNOW HOW I GOT A1 FOR THEM ESP ENGLISH i didnt write the title for my formal letter!!!! k i wont start

went to thank every teacher whom i've got an A1 for.
and said sorry to mr yuen and mrs yeo. yala to people who saw me teared: i felt damn bad to the teachers cos they had expected an A1

accompanied bffae to wait for her results. where she got this nervous breakdown
she was really happy she jumped a grade for her chinese :P linpaing maintained HAHAHAHA (oops)

netballers did reallyyyyyy well!!!!!!!! :D
ALL of us! we improved so much yay yay yay so proud :D
esp siti and mingsiew!!! all of us achieved what we wanted ^^

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i cant help it but
i finally proved myself and others around me :)
many people were surprised that i got my score. of cos it's expected. since im always the one scoring one of the lowest among my friends for the past 2 years
for once, i am finally one of the best. that feels great. shows that i could do it
i am a living testimony for God now. cos i can proudly say i still attend church and youth services regularly before Os, and did not get my score because i pon church to study
it's really. a sign?
sec 3, i would skip 2 weeks of church before any exams to 'study'. i got lousy results
sec 4, i lifted up my work to Him, and faithfully continued to serve, and i did well.
all my Bs from prelims became As. is that amazing or amazing. i was telling everyone ''yay prelims i got B for everything! hope that olevel everything can become A!''
and i did it
thank God.

you guys can say ''she tyco one la'' ''aiya she mugger/studied hard ma!" but ask my friends.
i didnt predict on the correctly for some olevel questions. i dont closet mug. i still go to church.
i just did my job to study smartly. and He didn't shortchange me.
not saying that im some god here. i have the potential to screw alevels. like how i've been screwing my other tests the past 2 years
but im just really thankful.  :)

thankful for teachers and friends as well too:
bffae for being there for me to rant my stress of not being able to do well, then she'll always say i will be ok, then i'll get bad results and rant again and the cycle goes on. oh and always willingly lend me her amaths school papers to check for working cos she always finishes like x2 speed of mine.

khairul for accompanying me during pockets of time (eg jane ponning eng lesson) to study outside class cos the class ALWAYS has the guys playing soccer. he will always ask me to teach him geog stuff cos he think i zai cos i'm under mr yuen. in a way that makes me revise my geog too :) anw he got A1 for geog. well done

ziyan (haha this surprised me too) but actually she helped a lot in my humans cos she'll always ask me to explain chum and geog content to her before any humans test. making me revise and understanding what i am actually studying. coaching her has been fun :)

ms lang for always acting that she doesnt care about me but actually i know she does and believes in me, just that she doesnt want to give me attention :P same for mr yuen actually. still rmb he told miss chia i was an ahlian LOL. mr yuen was super real to me. ''no less than A1 for olevels''. i will always rmb that. even though i am a bit shameful for not achieving it.

miss chia for constantly making an effort to know how i was doing in my studies and guiding me along and answering all the nonsensical chum questions i had on whatsapp. she set my priorities right. and knew i would do well. best teacher i luv you

moses and kevin for clearing my doubts about chem. my chem f9 at the beginning of the year. yes i rmb 33% for mastery test. i got A2. not the best but i could not do it without them.

mrs yeo for caring for me even though i was only her student for like 4 months and she could easily not care about me and think of me as a burden cos i came from HA3. no she didn't. she still taught me patiently. every single question she went through was clearly dealt with. great teacher. she even looked for me after i got my results to ask :)

peerapong my wonderful table partner for explaining EVERY SUBJECT to me (except english HAHA) when i had doubts. like i will randomly ask him a physics question, i rmb it was about pressure, and he answered it :) and like eg when miss lang going through some worksheets, i would take naps and ask him to wake me up when she reaches a certain question and he always does :) btw he doesnt sleep not cos he's listening to miss lang, cos he doing random questions that he had set for himself. whutttttttt.

mingsiew for always asking me like super in-depth questions about anything and asking me to explain. making me use my brain. then whenever she consults a teacher she'll always allow me to tag along and 'sponge' haha. so glad her efforts paid off :)

yueyi for helping so much in my geog. encouraging me and giving me awesome tips. she was the one that i set my benchmark as, to strive to achieve her score. i did in the end :)

ummi my awesome physics partner where we will both try very hard to understand mdm quek and figure out the answers and supporting each other. we had totally nothing in common (except floorball!) but we click so well! she did well for her Os too :)


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these are the people who helped me significantly in my road to olevels.
if your name didnt appear and you're my friend, YOU HELPED ME TO DESTRESS. couldnt have survived without ya'll
commonwealth is a mugger sch. im glad i had great friends for me to survive it :B

wooooo
ok talk about schools.
gona out ACJC > SAJC > JJC. submited online alr. added some np and sp business courses behind too. and np vet course as choice 11 for the fun of it :P
hope i get into acjc. so nearrrrrrrr!

haha actually come to think of it alevels is technically NEXT year. LOL. fun right

meh. talk about stuff i did.
stayed over at jayi's on wed night. played her out of tuned guitar and watched skyfall till we fell asleep.
epic spraying of hair and cluedo for breakfast :)

after results and my grandpa cooked fried rice for me :D
cos he heard of my good results lolol and he knew i liked homemade fried rice :)
had dinner with yewie today. and bought a new sch bag!

ok
woah channel 8 got drama super exciting.
they replaying unriddle 2!

k. sleep. tmr has GB. GOING BACK PEITONG WOOHOO

good :D

wooo just played bball with the guys at centris just now.
i realised it was the same 5 people who went to tour the airport the other day :D
woah shiok la the match. long time since i've been in any exciting game :)
not that the games i play in church are ''boring''. but like the standard is more equal when i play outside.
cos in church is either you super zai like pee, vincent. or you not very zai like those who still learning.
so the matches are like more or less easily predictable.
outside games more 'ci ji' :D
both sides involves good bonding of friends anyway so idm either :) woooo basketball

got one time leonard waited like SUPERRR long for me to finish my run to beside him LOL then he did this awkward bounce pass and i slipped in a reverse lay up and it was good :)
lol then too much attention.
i guess its easy for girls playing basketball to get attention. just do some lay up and whoop you got it. k or even attempt to do a layup you'll get respected too
whereas guys have to like do a lot of stunts and things and HAVE to succeed in scoring then you'll get attention. haha. hard life.

jason and leonard still have their chemistry :) cool la sia
jianhui's job is to finish off. lol boring :P
i did nice passes to edwin :D yay

we played with this bunch volleyball school players whom 2 of them are like super zai :O
their dribble and stunts already so nice. add on to their ability to jump. woah
so cool to be multi-talented :D
i had to guard one of the zaikias lol chasing him was so fun cos he kept dodging etc, train my defending skills!

then the guys mixed and played against another bunch of older people. i watched :)
got 2 basketball zais. wa. watching them reminded me of those days at devest court watching all the clementi zaikias play during evenings :O
got one of the zais whole game the face just stone serious. no shriek or pant or complain. #respect.
and we started matching the appearances of the people to those we know, got zhiyuan zhewei jordan LOL.

met my mama and had dinner with her (sorry guys)

before that was youth service!
before youth service i made like a 100 BB bookmarks for the upcoming CCA fair and practiced my guitar :B
IM IMPROVING HURRAH

results coming on 10th jan! great! sooner better :)
excited ^^

New Year

i look forward to a new year where everything will be different as compared to the last so that you know... no repetitive stuff and actually symbolises change.
eg. going to a new school this year! JC life woohooo
i like change. too much constant. makes me take things for granted :O
looking forward to the new environment and friends and seeing how i would change myself too
thats what happened when i moved on to sec sch from pri sch life i guess
i appealed to CSS out of CTSS mainly cos CTSS had too many of my pri sch friends, for me to change comfortably?
other then the fact that i like CSS uniform more :D
ok ya new year wooo

i guess last year i've learnt a lot of things too
i've learnt to appreciate peace and quietness more. like if i happened to be the odd one in any group of friends, i'm chill i can walk alone. not the end of the world :)
i've learnt to accept things more easily. like how/why people behave. LOL. now i sound like some god studying some animals. k no.
i've tried to be more sensitive to people too. say lesser vulgarities. stopped myself a few times from blurting demeaning comments. control my anger (lol no so serious la but idk how to say). and did do random acts of kindness to people :B

(k some church stuff)
God also gave me hope for my loved ones coming to Christ. like i used to think that only me out of all my family and friends do so but noooo He showed me that more and more people i care for are getting to know Him too :D yayness.

also gained more solid friendships in church this year :) no more flitting hi-bye ones. more newcomers are joining us too.

(k)

the biggest event last year will probably be my Os.
very thankful for all the people beside me who always believed in my abilities even though i always doubt myself
not that i think i will do badly. just that i think i wont score THATTTT high
maybe the teachers say that to every student every year but i was convinced. and it really helped :)
Os was actually kinda fun. all the prediction of questions and all. heh

also glad our clique has more meaningful outings again :D from our recent chalet and countdown party.
cos i was starting to think that we are just going out for the sake of the big group thing, until nobody bothers to get to know one another anymore and just stick to their own friends. which is stupid ._.
its getting better now :D

this is also the year that i created instagram. it was fun

resolutions ah.
oh no its 2 Jan 12.12am. k nvm.
errr

1) keep in touch with sec school mates

thats about it.
cant think of anymore. hehe. maybe

2) not spend all the money in my bank account

errrrr. ya i keep drawing money out nowadays noooo i should stop. i didnt know i was so spendthrift :(

3) catch Rayquaza in Pokemon Emerald

hehehe yeah i downloaded pokemon emerald into my phone. coooooool my fave childhood show (heart) the old pokemon versions has much cooler looks and names as compared to the current versions. how sad.

ekans LOL. ekans is snakes backwards. COOL RIGHT.

this is Ralts. its a super cute strong psychic pokemon who looks weak. and the 3rd evolution of this pokemon is gona be some awesome beautiful invincible thing. yeah man

im name all my pokemons after my friends too LOL

like eg Torchic - jayi

Skitty - carina

Taillow - chloe

Ralts - mervin

dustox - edwin

slakoth - leonard

khairul requested to be a water pokemon. ok no prob wait till i catch one :)
im gona name Aron as jason. havent catch yet. need defeat the 2nd gym

k sorry yes i become very enthusiastic when it comes to pokemon :D












hmmmm. countdown party with my clique at jason's place.
we had sparklers and party sprays and jason exploded a can of coke all over us at midnight ._. at the open area downstairs ah.
then went around saying happy new year to strangers and taxi drivers driving past LOL.
we didnt dare to approach the smoking paikias :P
and when we quietly walked into the 7eleven stall the cashierman looked super suspicious of us lolol until we suddenly ''HAPPY NEW YEAR'' then he smile.

couldnt stay over even though i prepared all my stuff :( aw.
oh and also won $3 profit from poker (as usual~) HAHA

woke up at 1.30pm the next day AIYO. immediately remembered pastor fuman's words lol.
mehhh



the bffae is coming back from Japan tmr. hurrah


i love pokemon