Tuesday, January 31, 2012

fingerprints

Lessons were super fruitful today :) never fell asleep at all except for like the last 15min of English lesson :/ Training was super slack? Had to squeeze in the ish with the basketballers cos it was raining. Siao la half court per CCA! But we did this new alley drill which was fun :D

Tmr's our first game already against Unity. I know we can win all the schools in our category except maybe Nanhua. CAN ONE OUR STANDARD. Is whether we on form or not cos sometimes our play is screwed up x_x As I've said before, I know all of us will put in our best shot in the games :) We all want to achieve something decent, and really really leave the court with no regrets. Idk la. Just super excited for the game tmr :) Best thing is knowing that so many people is behind supporting us ^^

Commonwealth netball ftw :)


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hazards

4 days. HERE GOES.

Friday: only thing i rmbed was i got 18/20 for Amaths binomials class test AND I WAS SUPER HAPPY :D i thought i would get like usual 12-14 cos i didnt finish 1 out of 3 questions, and confirm (after so many experiences) will have some careless mistake SOMEWHERE which screws up the other questions. and i was proven wrong :). first time in my life A1 for Amaths? aw.

got caught for black socks during PE and had to do extra pumpings :( took height and weight. weight maintained whew~ height is like @#$%@#$%#@%#@$ forget it i still believe i'm 165cm :) eh reduce already okay. i believed i was 167cm last year eh. SO IT'S MORE REALISTIC NAO.

after school spent the whole time doing Emaths with Jayi woo and i completed the homework ohyeah. netball was. focused more on the 1st team. oh and 3/4 of us (EXCLUDING ME) were crazy and went to run the reservoir before training. crazy people. played touch and go during lightning alerts in the canteen :D my team is like the zai~~~ went bubble tea + sushi with Mingsiew after training. great heart to heart talk :)

Saturday: GB in the morning! so many new recruits! one of them damn fast sia ''can i hold you hand?? *8D face*'' and grabs it after i say okay LOL. usually this only happens after 3 months with them. new stuff. cool :) lunched with officers then youth service. had to present our drawing for my cell. i have no idea why i suddenly got stage fright (not my usual thing) and i was stumbling like mad while talking. waaa sucks x_x Aimin our new cell leader led us in discussion after that :)

joined the 1st John service for the songs and sneaked out straight after it :P headed to Church of our Saviour and met Moses and Miss Chia. attended their youth service the BGR series LOL. songs were nice :) when they practicing they had this recording thing that mutes their voices on mic so they can only hear themselves and the instruments on the earpieces. therefore they looked quite cute/funny cos they were all singing and playing and we cannot hear anything LOL. cool. service was fine. heard most of it before. their style of service exactly the same as mine sia. found out after that is cos they Anglican church also :) and one of them knew Pastor Fuman woah~ friendly people there too! and saw Estella!! :D

Sunday: didn't go to church for various reasons.
1) i was running late
2) i couldn't decide what to wear etc cos got a lot different occasions later and i dont wana wear jeans
3) my mum was screaming at me to hang up my clothes even though i was late
4) the coffee shop uncle gave warm teh c instead of iced. and weather was damn warm already
5) missed the bus when i reached the bus stop

= damn sian ttm. somemore called Jayi and she just woked up. so even more sian to go. ended up chatting with her while sitting at the bus stop and watching four 284s go pass me. and went back home. and had breakfast with mum at Mr Prata :) tissue prata damn nice sia.

homed and finished my homework!!!! like for once since a veryyyy long time... finally i have time to do extra stuff like TYS lol -_- headed to tuition. practiced sec3 topics for mastery test. sian i a lot kinds of questions still dont know :( K THEN WENT TO JAYI'S HOUSE.



met up with them for our reunion dinner at the function room :) bought ingredients and we were all amazed by the ~perfection~ of the room. or maybe it was just me. super big and spacious sia!!!! every activity there la kao!!!

k started of with improved version of Running Man with TAILS. which we took quite long to settle everybody. was gamemaster (there were odd number people) so mainly checking their tails, taking pictures, laughing at them from the room :) saw Carina getting raped LOL. and Benedict and Khairul were like the bosses and everybody were damn scared of them LOLOL~ glad they had fun :)

gambling session. taiti and mahjong. with no money involved aw :( Jason was er. ''pissed off in a high way'' cos he kept losing in taiti LOL. Sixuan champion la never get kicked out at all :O AND STARTED SWIMMING AT 6.30PM.

it was fun, epic, awesome. inspired me to learn swimming again. totally gona drop by her house again just to learn swimming from her. and gym for a while? so had this piggy-back race which kinda failed aw :( funniest was when Ernest tried to carry Edwin across. when the reach the deep ends both struggling like mad LOL dont know who is carrying who HAHAHA. then is sitting-on-people's-shoulders-and-cat-fighting session. Jayi sat on mine and got we bullied by Ernest and Tyrone. okay actually got bullied by practically everybody. sat on Jianhui's shoulder and i realised i suck at pulling people down :( one time damn epic someone pulled me down by the front and we both bashed the water, after that suddenly he stood up again and i was still on his shoulders LOL revival!!!! epic shit. took some really nice photos :) like this:

 http://a8.sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc7/418301_2917754474891_1591631595_2533600_1945117722_n.jpg
and this:



then me and Jayi changed out first to prepare the steamboat. kinda rushed awww. :( food was great! but it got disgusting when all the fats from the meat started floating on top. i officially award steamboat the best dinner style for any huge clique. fast + nice + healthy + better then bbq. packing up was fun :D i dont know i found it fun :) shit i'm getting weirder.

sent stuff up to Jayi's and took a bus back :) super shagggggg.

Monday: migrated to art room study corner cos picasso was getting a little too noisy... Mrs Cheah today pms sia want us sing national anthem and school song again without the music. the sec1s sing damn loud! :O Chinese mastery test: 20/40. disappointed. Emaths mastery test: 43.5/80. damn disappointed again cos it was a super easy paper. i dont even feel like adding up the amount of marks i lost due to carelessness wts. Chemistry mastery test: 20/55 -_- an F9. screwed up scores i have. how get A1s zzzzz :( comforting myself since sec1 and now its sec4 already omg... dont have much confidence about Chum also... please please English be nice... sad face.

oh just now Physics lesson Mdm Quek didn't come. so i studied Amaths already and got to take a nap :) nap until recess started. 11.10am then woke up LOL. realised i need to eat lunch cos wont have enough time later so i chiong out and called Jayi while walking across parade square like super openly x_x and Benedict saw me LOL. so what's my point of saying this?... for me to remember the text HAHAHA :D

after school was Amaths mastery test. kinda know / dont know all the questions? haiz confirm some careless somewhere de la. no expectations. DONT FAIL CAN ALREADY :( sian diao. took 154 back with Jayi! and realised i forgot to bring key. and got it from my grandma's (thank God we live 5min away) and fell asleep while studying Geog on the sofa wts. 1.5hours wasted. thats why i discounted myself of sleep NOW. since its 1am already :O

k bye.


thanks for trying :)

Thursday, January 26, 2012

saw you from a distance

And you said you were surprised that I could recognise you from afar.

Of course I could. Duh.

:)


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new theory

School was super normal today, all the lessons were the usuals, nothing interesting? Went to have lunch at pandan area with the non-Bio people :) Missed the good times we had our regular meals there aww :) Chionged my Eng project all the way. Finally finished it! Means we've completed it in 2 days leh, including all the decorations etc wow! Fastest project ever heheheh! The result wasn't as bad as I expected it yay! :D "A four-man project done by 7 people" LOLOL as labelled by Moses. Thanks Carina, Estella and Tanya! :P

Hello, you'll be alright :) Thanks for sharing yeah :)

Glad I got to talk properly to my groupmates for Eng project :) Long time man! Oh man how I miss 2/4 :(

People keep commenting on my swag LOLOL joke. Someone said my arms will fly damn high. Where got?!?!?! YingQi and Estella were trying to copy the swag but they say very hard control omg hahaha swags are damn funny! Elegant swag ftw~ Cheryl have sia~

Crap just remembered I haven't finished the Chinese email.

I wana bainian more people's houses!!!

K bye


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Wednesday, January 25, 2012

all over again

Tuesday, CNY day 2: spent the morning gyming at Pioneer Stadium with Jason and Daniel LOL weird combination but it wasn't so bad in the end? :) Aiya Daniel can talk to anyone la no problem LOL. He's a budding gym trainer eh siala he practically taught us how to use any machine that we are unsure of how to use :O. Don't see his body small and weak hor, he actually trains every week wow~ The gym still got a lot people ah... Even though public holiday. Strengthened my arms, calves, hamstrings and abs. Wanted to run but the threadmills were at the other side where loads of guys were there training so didn't in the end x_x Paiseh ah... Oh and almost misplaced my phone ahhhh heng the someone submitted it to the counter *whew*. Me and Daniel ended earlier and we chatted for like half hour waiting for Jason to finish :O Talked about everything lol super cool :) Done and took the train back, where we bumped into Prashat hahaha!

Lunched, bathed, changed and met Khairul and Mervin at Clement Mall to go Lewis' house for cny visitation :) met up with the others: Nicholas Matthew YingQi Mughi Omar Mingsiew Darren wooo not bad quite a lot people ^^. Played blackjack and gambled woooo with Lewis the banker. Yeahhh I was the biggest winner after the day LOL but only $5 more? Anything la beats the 10cents I got on Monday with cousins LOL. I don't even know where it is now :P. Had steamboat for dinner. Beef <3 and we tried to make salmon sashimi but the fish was too undercooked so it sucked x_x. Slacked around in room, Xinyuan came, took group photos, spam finish the dessert, watch movie at his in-house theatre! Some exorcism thing. Yes it was scary :@ Went back with them and had good htht with Mervin :) Quite fun ah that day ^^ Don't mind hanging out with them again wheeee :D

Today: went to school with Mervin (omg why your name appear so many times) and Darren and Lewis couldn't find us LOLOL joke :P. Cny celebrations! Cool masked people fighting and showing us moves and Chinese dancers tapdance damn cute :P and teachers performance the best I kept laughing at Bibiana Wong :P

Normal lessons! Amaths where I understood how to solve the binormial questions WHOO and CEP where Moses led us in an inspirational talk :P. Other lessons were normal. Chum mastery test after school, wa sian I didnt attempt Q1b at all :( That's 6 marks gone damn... chionged some English project after school, not bad could get alot done ^^

Went to jayi's house for dinner and study. One part where I had major stomach ache but I couldn't go to the toilet cos her brother was using it :@ fyi, searching for tribal photos SUCK :) Cabbed home cos Imma boss.

K no cos my mum said she would be duper late.

Wrote down all my feelings ytd night on this piece of fulscap. Not bad writing does help you vent your feelings :) Somehowwww

Feeling so inspired to study again. Peerapong said he had faith in me that I will get A1 for Amaths awww :) WAIT HE DIDN'T TEXT ME TO REMIND ME TO STUDY TODAY :@

Shall do air craftword for the retarded Eng project. Goodnight~


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Monday, January 23, 2012

happy cny!



 
more photos! these taken during ice cream after third day of camp ^^
 
so, first day of CNY huh. i spent half the day sleeping at home LOL. slept from 1am to 1pm, after that nap again from 5pm to 7.30pm x_x finally replenished my sleep? :O at least there's not so much homework to procrastinate on, only have Amaths which i'm stuck on anyway -_- other then sleeping... had mac for lunch, read a book, did some vocab exercises, text and FB message people, and... that's about it. so much for enjoying CNY :)

anyway people kept asking me today ''so how's visitations?'' and i keep hesitating before i reply. my family dont usually do visitations i guess, it's a common culture for all my maternal-side families to go to my grandma house and we'll all exchange angpaos there. so yeah i didn't get to go my cousins' houses. but it's okay it's less troublesome ^^. do you guys usually go to your various relatives houses? :O

k went to grandma's, ate the good food and gambled the money :D we played like 10cents kind of bets -_- cos my other cousins were still rather young so the parents don't allow. what the hell overall i only won like 10cents profit. sad or sad. LOL. so miserable. OMG I WANT DO SOME MAJOR GAMBLING PLOX. tmr!!!! :)

hmm, just a thought. WHY SUDDENLY SO MANY PEOPLE CREATE BLOGS. AND ACTUALLY UPDATE THEM. what's with the random trend. somemore O'level year then create, last year no o'level dont want to create... haiyo. but its okay. have more interesting stuff to do online :) c'mon people create blogs! blogging is healthy :)

ps. getting to know your deeper (?) thoughts about us is kinda cool. thanks for sharing :D.

shit i realised my class people most of them have completed their English project. we havent even start? damn~

i want to be free to do what i want, and not what people think i should be doing. not what YOU think. I WANT TO TALK TO HIM OKAY. screw ignorance.

i'm not pissed :D i'm happy actually. highhingggg~~ 

tmr will be a fine day :)

perfect match


finally a photo here! although is just a standard Chloe + Jayi pose but still, SOME COLOURS YO~

Today's church praise session were mostly Chinese songs? Hard to follow ah :( But sermon was funny as usual, today's new female translator damn cute awww hahaha :P Had buffet lunch with awesome chicken wings (Y) Went to Island Creamery for a brownie and went over to slack at Jayi's ^^. Got scolded by mum to go back home and she was angry cause both me and my sister stayed out whole afternoon instead of coming back home on a CNY day :o K felt kinda guilty x_x

Stayed at home and use computer for straight 2 hours or so? Long time since I did such thing ^^. Watched all the updated clicknetwork videos and stalked some people. Yawnz. And did the vocabulary assessment Miss Jane told us to do. What a relaxed evening :D

Headed to grandma's for reunion dinner. Had 13 dishes woo featuring abalone everybody was so proud of. LOL. Played 4 rounds of taiti with cousins whereby I won all the rounds LOL. Disturbed my other younger cousins too. Remembered how small they were when they were just K2? Now they're like pri 4 WOW. Glad that I had quality cousin bonding time :):)

K. Update about 3rd day of camp: took bus with Jayi and slacked with her at canteen. Assembled, straight boarded bus to Bedok Reservoir. My class did dragonboating first! Was looking forward to it ^^ Saw so many huge dragonboaters eh. Some the muscles too huge le la yuck! Heng their faces still maintain some cuteness :P Even girls also the arms too huge! But some of them still quite toned eh the muscles, I like ^^

Ended up being splitted into a group of 10 so we got the smallest boat aw :( And our instructor wasn't cute aw :( K. Learnt (omg I spelt 'learned' at first) how to row etc, quite fun ah, but I kept staring at other boats and not responding then the guy not happy say ''eh i know other boats the guys more handsome then me la but I teaching you stuff leh so listen to me!'' Lolol! :P At one point he told us to sit on the edge (legs in boat) and he went to rock the boat damn far to the side until our ass can touch the water x_x Kao damn scary leh got the capsizing feel :( But never la. Wheeee

Then was the race! 4M's boat had a headstart cos they started at the front. But we rowed damn hard and we overtook them! By a lot! And we got first! Wooooo! Damn shiok! :D The bigger boats race more funny can see the super uncoordinated boats hahahaa damn cute :P

Dried up and snacked and time for 5km reservoir run. With exercise stations every interval. Lame la the exercise stuff, they also cannot control sucha large number of us to ensure we doing... LOL. After that ran at a constant speed with YingQi all the way to the end :) Shiok and relaxed ah. Reached liao changed and boarded bus back ~ Was feeling kinda down but Miss Chia never fail to make me smile in her little ways :)

Finished the cold pack of lunch cos i was hungry! Headed to hall for debrief and prize presentation. 4A and 5/2 had cheering spar cos they both top groups. Siao la can practically see the Express vs NA live in action. What the crap. We have no intention to have a conflict with you guys yet you all keep demeaning yourselves and turning your backs against us?! Arrrr. Ya but not all la, I know people like Dahua, Darren, etc didn't join in their "standing ovation" :) Hope nothing goes wrong after this... K and another good news, my Amazing Race group got 2nd prize LOLOLOL now thats damn shocking.

1) We practically walked throughout the race
2) We spent a lot of time on each station as compared to other groups
3) We had a 10 min stroll on the beach
4) We took quite long to decide which station to go to also :o

So I figured the only way we could have won was we got the max points at each station? Seems impossible. Ah whatever. Win liao then must happy :) Woo :)

Went to west coast plaza for icecream with Table 8 girls after that :) our first outing everrr and it was successful :D spammed photos using Sixuan's iPhone and decided to play catching around the mall LOL. Was a runner at first round, got cornered by Melody and Sixuan at Popular x_x. At the base, saw Sx running after Ziyan and it was damnnnn funny LOL they were both running in this damn slow constant speed and their faces looked damn tired HAAHAHA! K x_x Was catcher at second round, chased sx up the escalator and zy caught her. And failed to find Melody and Caru :o and decided to go home at 6 :) fun times fun times ^^ Oh and saw Bill on the way back too :o

Went home and ended back at WCP's Sushi Tei for dinner with mum :)

That's all! Tmr is collect angpao day! Looking forward to seeing my cousins again ^^ see yaaaaa

Sunday, January 22, 2012

happy people

Am on the way church now on the bus between Jayi and Moses (oops) and bringing them to our combined service which starts at 10! :) The air con is blasting at me and I'm cold :(

I blog about ytd first ba, easier to clear. Later I'll post about 3rd day of camp :) Breakfast with parents and met up with Mervin. Went to Peninsula Plaza to buy my red school bag! ^^ We wanted to take a straight bus there and asked the passenger service people, they say take 14. Took all the way but saw no signs of City Hall until the bus went out of town :O Further went to Kallang and Siglap etc until we finally alighted at Tanah Merah Mrt -.- We became wiser and took a train back :) in the end we took 2hours travelling (Y) Went straight to the shop and bought my bag :) Had lunch at mac and took train back liao~ He accompanied me to JE and I went to tuition while he went to church.

Was super sleepy at tuition and i had to stand up all the way so that I'll keep awake x_x went home and changed and went to the National Library to watch my sister's dance concert.. it was damn awesome it wasn't like her usual RP concerts where some parts are contemporary dances. It was hiphop all the way :) Breakdance locking robo etc. Wooooo! Many cute guys there too zomg LOL. Best concert I've been to :) Had dinner at some nice jap western restaurant after that :)

Okay crap service has started. Bye~

Thursday, January 19, 2012

affection?

Just did a full body work out :P Arms abs calves 8D. Long time since I worked out at home :)

To 摸摸人: It's not that we don't feel a shred of sympathy for you. I'm sure all of us experienced your situation in some way or other. But just that, we really cannot act like nothing's happen and go back to how we were last time? Well I can't :/. And I can tell you I've definitely missed our friendship. We can still talk and continue doing what we're doing, but no further?

Argh. Sorry :/


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genuine smiles

Hello :) Blogging now at my grandma's instead of reading the bible Jayi lent me (forgot to bring my own book) Yes I am a reader :) I love novels, I don't like self-improvement books. I used to be a super nerd who reads whenever I can, eating, walking, lying down before sleeping, bathing, toileting. Yep all done with reading. That's why I am short-sighted and I have good English basics :) Enid Blyton ftw :)

Past two days were level camp. Day camp, so we got to go home at the end of each day. Actually I kinda wanted Adam Khoo just to see if they could make me cry but never mind~ This camp activities weren't that bad. Everybody keep saying it was better then expected? I expected it to be like that leh! Whoops~ But they already said won't be Adam Khoo so confirm more fun what :/ Lalala.

First day, came to school early to do some homework with Jayi and Mingsiew bought mac breakfast for me! :) (we both had stomachaches throughout the morning so it wasnt really a happy issue. Pioneer macs (N)). Did a survey in the auditorium and went to the hall to meet our instructors. 4M's class forecer gets the cute instructors LOL. My class had two Indian girls. 4A got a Ctss netballer! :o Last year she played b'div :o.

Did some icebreakers? Whacko... Dog and bone was really funny cos people keep falling down etc :) Got working on our cheer and flag next. The flag had obscenities thanks to Jek Ray and our group name was 'Odd and Hot' LOL. Cos we were the odd register numbers of the class... Haha :) Did our cheer. I think ours was damn soft? Ah nvm at least the soccer oh-ing part was loud? Hehehahahoho. Really highed and enjoyed myself on stage :P Wooo Prashat's an awesome cheer coordinator :)

Teabreak of unsatisfying coconut bun and went back to the hall to talk about the personality thing. Realised I'm really an ESFP? The last one is half-half la. I'm judgemental with outings and perceiving with school work so yep maybe ESFJ! Whee. Napped at some parts. Why will we sweat more easily when we are napping in the hall?! I don't get it :@

Game stations were fun! Got to bond with other people in our class :) Really interesting games, must remember them and use for future BBGB camps :) 1st was to carry people through a spider web. Most fun game :) The instructor was pissed cos we kept breaking the tape LOL. Last part Prashat wanted to jump and dive through the biggest hole with me and Yuanxing holding the corners of the tape. End up he broke the tape through the middle LOL. Joke :) Miss Chia got the video in her camera ^^. 2nd station is acid river. Yep yep put paper on floor and cross. Fun la :) The papers kept flying away cos of the wind :@

3rd: pass a ball down a line by rolling across small pipes that we are holding. And must be barefooted on the drain to 'add the element of pain'? Haha. Quite fail ah. 4th: some mix and match blocks thing. Very sian, me and Khairul talking at first and didn't even realised they started lolol. 5th: hold towels to toss water balloon to the pair beside us! Khairul and Cheeweng best, first pair to start, dropped the water balloon and it burst LOL -.- Continued playing with some toy banana after that. Me and Zahirah were like dah pros~

6th station: go study a lego structure, climb down staircase and build it without communicating and each member can only go once :o Prashat Jek Ray and Melissa went up, and poof the structure's done :) The rest all slack ah HAHA. 7th: Carry 2 person and carry a bucket with cone by holding the pail with 2 person/hand. We couldn't complete it LOL we had to keep restarting cos we kept dropping it  lol. 8th: Something like minesweeper, but is use humans and a lot strategy. Super fun :) we drew on the stone block to plan. Heh :P

That was all the games! Felt damn shag during the games cos spent all my energy at the cheers x_x But it was still fun ^^ Accompanied Jonghan to his house to get money and went together with Mingsiew to West Coast Plaza for dinner at pastamania ^^ relaxing ah :)

Day 2. Went to school with Mervin today and practically talked for 1hour+ lol amusing :P. Had some talks about value and study tips. Slept again :/ Miss Chia even tried calling my phone to wake me up but fail :P Went to Sentosa for our main activity: Amazing Race. Reach liao had lunch under the shelter which hardly blocks any sun at all... x_x lunch was miserable too lolol. Proceeded to walk around Sentosa with our groups :) my group had Zahirah Jingqiau Denish Jek Ray Melvin. Not the super high kind but funny in their own ways la :) especially Jekray and Zahirah LOL.

Some interesting parts during the race: we never run at all throughout even though other groups were whizzing past as lolol. Took a tram and cleared the stations at the end of Siloso Beach first :) we kept bumping into BJ's all-guy group and they kept disturbing us cos they finished their activities faster then us -.- lol. Made a mistake of strolling on the beach instead of the road cos we thought there'll be some stations there LOL. Shiok sun and breeze (Y). Singing the commonwealth song is the worst. The chorus some parts damn high sia have to keep changing my pitch x_x the angmohs we asked were damn nice they gave us full marks both times wooo angmoh ftw! Monorail-ed to Imbiah Station and taught a group of China students and teachers to do chicky dance :P one station near the butterfly park is need make balloon sculpture. I was the only one who knew how to to twist it so I tried. And I burst 3 out of 4 balloons LOL heng Estella gave me her spare one :) rest of the stations were mostly puzzles or normal teamwork games :)

Gathered again, bought gulp from 7eleven and went back to school :)

154-ed back with Jayi and Miss Chia :)

Overall quite enjoyable? Not really the fun fun fun kind of fun but k la still got laugh etc :) Looking forward to dragon boating tmr! I hope I got the energy to high :D

Oh and I didn't update about Tuesday right. Nothing much la. Training I didn't get to play at first under the sun. But played for all the remaining games in the ISH. Lucky or not? Not first team but got shade. Haha. Hope I proved to be a useful player in the ISH :/ Had bubble tea with netballers where Khialynn intro-ed her damn funny guy friend she bumped into. Haha :) Got sushi with her! :D

Kkkkkkk that's allllllllll omg I'm sick of typing into the phone... K bye. Finally end of this wordy post huh? :)


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Tuesday, January 17, 2012

the truth

I am not a strong person.

Physically maybe. Definitely not mentally.

These feelings come back after each new episode even though I got over it TWICE the last time. I am supposed to be happy for you, but it's damn hard to keep cool when everything's happening around me. So ironic how I used to call myself optimistic and now I'm unhappy with small issues like that. Okay I'm gonna face it. Finally. You are better than me, and I have no intention to pull you down at all. One step lower is fine (I'll make it fine). Oh heck, I'll probably get over it by tomorrow.


Ps. This has nothing to do with netball. I'm perfectly fine with Estee playing WA :) <- sincere smile


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Monday, January 16, 2012

what it takes to come alive


chionged finish my english summary this morning :D omg what horrible english. okay. Managed to complete my English summary in the morning :D. lessons were fineeee. Toh Liting taught us Chem again wooo. power nap during Physics (Y). i got 24/35 for Phy mastery test omg :( Section B i failed like crap. 6/15. walao~ so much for A1... nvm TRY AGAIN ROAR. Emaths was free lesson used to to touch up on eng proj and htht with Khairul LOL. English was damn funny. Miss Jane's boyfriend told her that she has a sweet nightingale's voice~~~ ZOMG LOLOL.

chinese mastery test after school. wrote a lot of simple words for the zuowen and didn't touch the last page at all :O should be can pass? :/ heheh. ohya i shouldn't aim for pass, MUST BE A1.

cannot be A1 la actually. nvm another success's mother then.

camped at home with Jayi :D watch last episode of Code of Honour on xinmsn (Y). and completed chum homework! she go talk to CW on msn as some dubious person LOL. while snacking on prawn crackers where the crumbs are scattered everywhere. dinner at grandma's~

go bathe + do english proj research nao. shall not watch 9oclock drama. all the best~

high-heeled

Spent the whole evening walking and one part, sprinting in heels. Ankle boots wedges? My feet are damn sore now :( Nvm just treat as training for prom night :)

Went to Xinyuan's outside choir concert today. Met up with Mervin and his group of friends Huangrui Jeffrey etc for dinner. Took a cab to plaza sing cos I thought I was late, in the end we waiting almost one hour for them and we were walking around the whole Dhoby Ghaut mrt to find HR cos of communication breakdown omg... NEXT TIME JUST SAY PLAZA SING LA LOL. :@ Chionged to Esplanade cos we were damn late. Walked damn fast and last part ran (Y) the guys are damn funny like super super retarded. At least have entertainers ah. At one point of time we were all using the tickets to fan ourselves LOL one ticket per person all solemnly fanning haha joke :)

Concert was... moodless and boring at first? Got some damn cute songs very catchy :) finale songs were the best ^^ we all kept trying to spot Xinyuan cos he was the only person we knew in the choir lolol. Sat with the Jayi after the interval! :)

After concert, slack around + go pee + say bye to girls + say bye to guys at city link + slack with Jayi at raffles city mac + camwhored + my car back home. Am super shag now.

Before the concert had church and bball and tuition. Wa whole day busy I only got to touch my homework at 12am? :( Which I did like damn minimal anyway. Jialat x9999999.

Today not relaxing la! More of stressful :/ Great meeting new people. I'm half asleep typing this. Its 12.43am now. I should go get some sleep. Goodnight! :)


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Sunday, January 15, 2012

peace

short post before i turn in :D today was a very non-stressful, relaxing day :) went to Greenridge for GB and realised we supposed to operate a CCA booth (their school's CCA open house) instead of having usual parade :O last minute then i know lol -.- went quite well :) had to talk to a few parents also and a lot of people signed up wooo! wa then the aesthetics CCAs took turns to perform in the canteen i tell you THE LION DANCE MUSIC (CLASHING OF METALS) WERE DAMN FREAKING LOUD ITS LIKE JUST BASHING INTO YOUR EARS AND YOU CAN'T EVEN HEAR YOURSELF TALKING. i wonder if the kids will have hearing problems from practicing it every week :O waaaa.

joined other officers to have lunch at Clementi. saw Alfred! went for youth service. interesting ah :) continued the bible study workshop and had to draw pictures to represent what the passage meant. i am no artist LOL. i can only draw if you give me a googled image or you already drew an example of it. meaning i can only photocopy drawings. i rmb sec2 i drew out some digimon by looking at the image on the computer for IT lesson project, and Mr Tee thought i printed out and traced it. LOL. nope im still not an artist.

went with some church mates to Peninsula Plaza to check out guitars. wandered around and found nice and cheap bags at $15-$20! gona buy them soon :D went to find my mum at her office and slept while waiting for her to end x_x dinner at clementi mall!

i looked through my sec3 Chem EOY paper and i still dont think i could answer my mistakes correctly. why must chem be so difficult :@ at least physics doesn't twist the questions until as jialat.

btw, just a random realisation of stuff. at the parade square, look at the Lead Learn Love poster. got some human shapes at the background right? look at their hand signs. some of them showing the illuminati the devils horn \m/ LOLOL. Mrs Cheah under illuminati?! i won't be surprised :) suddenly took notice of it when singing the national anthem :/

k shall go do quiet time. and start on physics. and sleep. church tmr!

Friday, January 13, 2012

punch you and the wall.

many people are amused by Jayi's 'evolution' photo on facebook LOL. go check it out :P cool to see so many change in so many people :)

never really get to blog cos was studying? and remaining of my time used on minor facebook-on-phone and texting and stoning. had mastery tests for Emaths Phy Chem English. was drowsy during the first part of Emaths. physics went well but section B was kinda hard. chem was very hard :(. english was fine, except that i wrote spelt 'inscrutable' wrongly for the first question omg. i spelt as 'unscrutable'.....

conducted trials for sec1 netballers. got one girl damn cute :) coach announced school team. kinda emotional period for everybody lol. yes i made it in. but it's true when coach said i nowadays very off form, so i'll keep trying. Estella you better play my WA well k :)

went home with Jayi on wed and had icecream :) thurs also went home with her and said hi to her friend Shiyin :)

today, was a half day for us cos the prev batch did well for Olevels. like that also can lol. chionged class deco and had a very boring Emaths lesson by Ang YM. netball meeting. our category got: Nanhua, Hillgrove, Westwood, Unity, Hongkah. biggest enemy is nanhua already waaaa i think they 1st/2nd of West Zone last year... unity i not sure about their skills, only know their basketball guys is damn zai~ all the best to everybody! we should be able to get into 2nd round. not sure about top 4 :( somemore Khia Lynn not playing with us omg cos she's overage TT.

studied in canteen with Ming Siew while waiting for Jayi to end her choir. lunched etc and decided to go support the bball guys for their zonals game against Pioneer. took the bus with them ^^ camped at some corner all the way at Clementi Stadium. Elston and Zhixiang were there too! :D so were Yeejian and Benedict?... haha. saw Newtown vs Yuanching first and saw many of Peitong's descendants playing for Newtown. cool sia :)

our school's game was, exciting as usual. knew they would win from the start. panicked and screamed and cheered for them lolol Jayi so anxious sia :P they actually followed a sequence when they start the ball, not like us, learn so many sequence never apply at all. lol -_- i meant in netball wise. Ernest did a damn nice layup. sehhh. and everyone was getting pwned by this short and fat player from Pioneer lolol he scored like 6 points in front of their faces x_x in the end, they won by 20pts+? saw Jiajun while waiting for them to finish debrief. headed over to Clementi Mall to have dinner with Miss Teo and the guys at KFC :)

wanted to go play ball with them at Clementi area after they bought koi. devest one side net break the other side fully occupied. Clementi CC play for 10min then taiji people want come use court. sunset way play for 20min then another group of taiji people want come use court. wtsssssss. felt damn bad cos i was like bringing them all around everywhere and they still could not get to play a proper game. what the shit. next time go centris le sua. dont open my mouth anymore. dont want to try anymore. k yay.

the guys all board their buses and went to have icecream with Jayi again :) only had soup for dinner, don't want eat the rice ah :/ wa tmr i still have GB early in the morning oh no. hope my mum willing to drive me :/. i want to finish my homework!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye.

Monday, January 9, 2012

palpitations

Happy birthday Moses!


Am currently locked outside my house :( Yes I forgot to bring my keys out. Damn~ So I utilised my time wisely to check Facebook and blog first then focus on study when I'm home (if i don't decided to sleep)


O level results were released today. Felt very worried for them, (especially HR XY Della) like when they show all the names for >6A1s I was screening through the names like mad. Some people unexpectedly got onto the screen :) Cool sia! And top student is some China girl. Oh well, well done anyway :) That batch proved to be smart after all even though they were the most playful :o all subjects got lower MSG then the previous batch sia~


Jayi said I will confirm cry on my results day cos I was already so anxious today even though it was not my results being released. True that :/


Mrs Toh took over our Chem class today cos Lee Yihui didn't come. Not bad she can teach ^^. Concluded that her body and voice very nice :) :P


Celebrated Moses's birthday during recess with Jayi-baked cake and after school at JP. Jason and Bin Jie snuck off to buy his presents. It went well :) nice happy times ^^


Had dinner with Jayi Rayson and Miss Chia at 6th Avenue :) good fellowship session and I realised I need go start speaking proper English x_x made Miss Chia wait for 45 min omg :/ we all treated her to show our appreciation. Haha :/


Okay. Time to do some physics.


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Sunday, January 8, 2012

swagger jagger

Church + tuition + chill at kaiying's today :) relaxing day ^^


Was watching a British Chinese Singaporean's vlogs on YouTube during tuition :P he's damn funny and cute and can even play guitar damn well hahaha go search electricladyland8 :P desperate people can go and stalk him he's only 19 this year :) potential ah~


Still haven't started studying for any mastery test. Why am I so slack? :(


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Saturday, January 7, 2012

pangs

Facebook news feed is now full of either vilau or mastery tests. The episode of vilau tearing up our Band's souvenirs during the CCA open house just now is like famous now~ That teacher is crazy. Confirm lose his job la even the teachers are talking bad about him already :) Waiting for the day that the announce the teachers who left our school... "Mr Vilau - Fired for unpleasant attitude". Cool sia :) Cooler then Mr Tay's "resigned" LOL. Mastery tests are next week. I am not doing anything about it crap. Roarrrrrrrrr its counted in the CA marks but they don't matter right???? :/


Open house was kinda fun :) went to school with Mervin :) finally get to talk to him properly again :o had to present the PowerPoint 5 times in the classroom without a Mic. It was tiring :o went walking around with Jayi and sang songs loudly with netballers :) wooo~ saw a few potential sec1s ^^ cute sia.


Went to church after that. Didn't fall asleep even though I has minimal sleep the night before :o discussion was good :) consultation and Uncle Phil fetched me home :) and I had dinner with my mum!


Church is on tmr! Looking forward ^^


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forever young

uploading photos on facebook through my phone is FUN :D finally updating using laptop again... didn't touch it for the whole week (my phone had 3G/wifi anyway~) feels good to be typing out my words fast ^^ instead of waiting for them to load in my laggy HTC. btw i'm currently typing out my youth camp update on my notes in the phone. will post it once its done :D

we were early for school today! as in we came in before 7.20am :) one great thing about Fridays: only have Amaths lesson WOOOO. the rest are like, study hall, PE and CEP (Y). felt so accomplished during Amaths cos i thought of a cheem step on my own :) but tried doing some questions during SH, realised i was stuck on every question... wts. i couldn't even think of how to start on any of the questions :( so how? tuition lo. oh i'm so dependant on tuition omg.

i could do 20 inclined pull ups without struggle during PE! usually i would lag and use all my strength to pull myself but today not bad ah quite consistant :D WOO I BECAME STRONGER. dips and running not much kick. and we did SBJs, and i could jump as far as Wei Qi (she damn zai). DOES IT MEAN I HAVE IMPROVED?! :D my usual was like 160cm+ which is like noob. damn noob. sian.

helped Carina to extort people to return money to her LOL. Ernest was the only successful one? and we made him buy the extra lemon tea we bought hahahah we are damn bad :D he doesnt look as cute anymore :( especially with his long pants and mature face.... aw :( CEP was interesting. wrote letters to our 3H'12 juniors as a form of encouragement? i wrote to this girl call Fung Rui Qi. don't know who's that :/

lunched at mac with 2/4 clique! solely 2/4 people only :) were kinda split up :( Carina was damn bad~ hahahaha. ahhhhh k not as fun ba. Bin Jie claimed he was more mature then the rest of the guys :) went back to school and had camp briefing which i slept throughout :/ then did some survey to check your personality. i only know i got ESTJ? and everybody keeps telling me E means Extroverted. and i meant EVERYBODY. like they all think they know what it means = zai? LOL joke.

training = 10 rounds (peed with Siti LOL and ran alone with her throughout) and team ball drills and game. doubt i'll be first team WA already :/ not really emo or disappointed about it? am i supposed to be? lol. my main concern is that: as long as the players Miss Lim chose help the team to play well and go far, i don't really mind if i play or not. of course got feel a pinch somewhere la but not too big to affect me much :) and i've figured out a way to comfort me when i tear already, (i cried not cos of the team thing is cos of some misunderstanding) just keep talking to me about stuffs haha! Li Xian was like talking talking talking talking then i no chance to cry so i stopped and replied her instead :P damn cool sia. street netball after that~~

and had dinner with Miss Chia and Khia Lynn. at teban. entertaining :) was complaining that she kept pointing middle finger at me when she sees me at recess :( 154 back with Miss Chia, the bus took 25min to come :@

wow i could type so much content about one day. amused. are you not? i am still not feeling anxious for Os yet. never touch any homework today. waaaaa. i have nothing to say about myself.

tmr's CCA open house! hope it'll be fun.


no photo? i have a picture of Mr Koh's pencils on facebook. he has loads of them. those in the picture was only for the people in my class? (Y)

Thursday, January 5, 2012

monotone

Blog looks so wordy without pictures, mainly cos I'm recently using phone to update instead :O later I try unload one picture here :)


First two days of school were fine~ many of our lessons become lectures in the auditorium. Act JC siol. Managed to keep awake in all classes ^^ Amaths was harder though, today me and Yue Yi stand up in the middle of the class to breathe fresh air LOL. Got banded into Lee Yihui's class for Chem. Worst class out of 3 classes within 4H and 4A :( sad life. Just has one of her lessons today. The only people talking and answering were Jek Ray, Yuan Xing and me lolol, the rest all copying answers slowly -.- me and Ummi complaining like mad haha. Hope to get B3 and above and get out of her class soon :/


Went to IKEA and QueenswaySC with netballers to prepare open house stuff and see jersey :) saw Mr Tay! Helped out in Cdiv training tosay :)


I targetted A1 for Chinese Os. I hope I can make it LOL I desperately need to expand my Chinese vocabulary omg.


Classes on ground floor is awesome :) getting used to it already ^^


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Tuesday, January 3, 2012

first day of school

And I was late LOL. And Jayi was late too cause of me ahhh x_x stupid 154 buses who come in twos every 20min... I boarded the bus at clementi mrt at 7.20am omg. And Jayi's ____ kept disturbing us and spot checking us HAHAHA. Not bad eh today I pinned up fringe and wore long socks and didn't fold my skirt :)

Loads of talks which I all napped in. And I opted to be one of the chairpersons :) And I'm sitting beside Peerapong again :) And Miss Jane is our new English teacher! Heard from HR and XY she's damn good, can push everyone to A1 :O Survived training with my blisters! Still don't know who's in school team yet :/ And Miss Teo is a nice person :) very touched by her ^^ so is Miss Chia but she's a standard :P

Ok sleep! Need to wake up earlier thanks to the new timings of 154 :@

Monday, January 2, 2012

no promises

There! You demoralised me once again. No surprise. High expectations suck.


School tomorrow and i have loads of homework leftover. Don't forget training with blisters on my feet. 4 of them :( will post about youth camp another day~ I need sleep


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New Year Thoughts

Aww I'm technically typing this on the 2nd day of 2012 and not the 1st. Sad life. Whatever :D. Okay so I'm going to type my opinions of certain topics for 2011, yeah nothing to do with 2012 :P Wahaha you just got scammed. Sorry. Just that I don't know what to think of the future. God is controlling my life anyway :)


Friends: As in clique people. Our group has grown ever since we started this during sec2 Term 4 period? I think. This has caused some bonding problems since we are all from different CCA, age, and personality, especially so as some of us are less open. But we worked it out :) Spamming outings and events, we had much opportunities to chat and joke and share stuff. From birthday celebrations to dinner every Friday to random sentosa/bbq to chalets with super "fun" nights to weekly Centris gatherings to just lepaking somewhere playing our standard Truth or Dare. Beautiful memories :) I really appreciate everyone in this clique and am thankful they all had accompanied me through my secondary school. Every one of us showed me that they care about one another, that is damn cool. There may be some conflicts and unhappiness within our clique, but it happens all the time and I'm glad were still managed to bounce back into shape after awhile. Some people commented we were just a bunch of ex-classmates who stick together for the sake of it: you may be correct, at times :) We don't need to prove anything to anyone. There may be a hint of sexism somewhere but ended up we had great fun so who cares? Especially the pre-Christmas bbq and swimming. Shiok ah :). We don't know what may happen in the future. Split? Together forever? We shall see :) Love you all! Jayi Carina SiXuan Moses CheeWeng Khairul BinJie Edwin KaiLiang Mervyn Isaac Jason JianHui Leonard KeXian Ernest Benedict Tyrone.


Netball: Best girls in the world. We've been through so much ever since we were some random noobs at secondary 1, so proud for all of us having improved tremendously. since :) I think we are the most bonded CCA in school already (Omg people if you all hate me for saying this I have nothing to say) and we all know we'll be there for one another on our emo days especially after criticism from Miss Lim LOL. Birthday celebrations and meals after every single thousand trainings are (Y). Netball would be a nightmare without them, really. We have almost zero conflicts during 2011 so I think we are zai :) Enjoyed joking and laughing at one another in the midst of our trainings and running those horrible 10 rounds + stairs. Zonals are coming, I don't dare say we are 100% prepared but I dare say we'll play to the best of our abilities. Medals don't matter as much as team spirit and unity, medals are just bonuses. I really look forward to playing with them this year. Thank you my favourite girls for being there for me during my hardest days, especially YingQi LiXian MingSiew DaHua Amanda Citrine Tanya Siti Charity KhiaLynn Alicia LingXuan Varshah Awadah Sandrine.


Church: I have only recently just got close to my cell people, recently as in just last week. We have finally broken the ice between us after 2 years, thank God :) I now look forward to Sunday services because we are finally sitting together on the canteen and talking :) how amazing. Weekly sports sessions and random jam sessions were fun too and definitely got us closer :) They've been there for me even though I've never really realised it and I was very comforted when they all surrounded me after the last prayer meeting, it was awesome :) I really hope we'll all bond further and learn and seek the bible together as one cell. Thank you all so much: Gloria Fiona Euan Daniel Nathan James Jazton Calvin Jazreel Megan Isabelle Ruth Nathanael Violet.


Icecream: Yes the person that I liked seriously. It was great knowing you :). Our story is like one of the best lo I feel :P so classic haha, not very nice ending but its alright, I'll forever remember all the times we were together be it good or bad. Bball + passport making + meals + study sessions (you being unwilling HAHA) + Queensway SC + hospitalisation + letting me know you care. These were great parts :) I doubt we'll meet much in the future but thanks for the memories!


Other friends:

ZhiYuan & YiRui - always always making me laugh whenever we meet :) things were never awkward between us :) Sho awesomez.

YanYing FangTian GuoJun YuKang - being so welcoming and friendly. Really enjoyed chatting and playing ball with you guys :)

YueYi - awesome cousin who always advice me with her words of wisdom. Thanks for all you've done for me!

Miss Chia - oops I just labelled you as a friend :P thanks for making me feel special in your own ways. Appreciated all you've done for 3H and netball. 辛苦你了.

Mervin - being so super nice and patient with me. Enjoyed hanging out with you during the holidays and getting to know XinYuan and HuangRui LOL joke. May our new found friendship last :)

ZiYan JingYi Nicole Melody - members of table 8! All of you pretty in your own ways :) hope we'll get closer this year :)

Rayson: being so gay yet funny, always texting me about your church girls :P. Enjoyed your presence :D stop being so retarded! Haha


All in all, 2011 has been great I guess. I lost a few friends but made many many new ones. Cried a handful of times but laughed a hundred times more. Very very exciting eh.


Looking forward to what's in stall for me this year :)


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Sunday, January 1, 2012

:l

I feel dead. I have church later. I should stop lying to myself that everything was alright. Peace be with you.


Happy new year. Bring it on 2012.


Will type new year thoughts later.


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