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just came back from watching Hello Stranger with della and charity
the movie is damn nice. :) funny + touching. very worth.
and i can like totally relate to it la TT the girl there... is like what i was um feeling.

is about like this girl and boy strangers we call them A and B k. they met while travelling then start to spend time tgt. both had a bad relationship with their prev partners. then they fall in love la but B not sure of his feelings cos he still likes his prev gf. then A and B after some hard times they got tgt and happy la. then suddenly the B's ex gf come find him. and B went with her. A was damn sad. and ya just watch the movie to see what happens.

waliao eh like dejavu sia the same conv occured between them and me and him leh.
B: sorry
A: why did you say sorry for?

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teared like many times keep getting reminded.
wtf.

i rmb i first texted him. oh woohoo i dont even rmb the date alr. its in one of my past post anw.
i admitted to him the same day (after like many persuasions from my friends in the lib haha rmb? )
it was awkward at first. but after that everyday i will make the first move to sms him and chat. he was very nice. he doesnt reply like those dulan/not-interested-in-you replies but like you know open topics.
and i was very happy you finally smsed me first. once. :)
and i will read those msges like whenever im free lol.

oh in class. after i realised you sat in near the windows i will always steal glances at you whenever i could. after i've know you, i told you that your class is visible from mine and then you will look over and smile.
got a heart attack everytime your head turned and will quickly sit down so that not in view alr.
and got once you waved. LOL. damn funny :)
and then also once you took 154 back home with your friends. i was with jayi. i was nervous. and you smiled at me before you alighted :)

during the cca photoshoot. i rmb everything that happened on that day. and you told me about them disturbing you and all. haha and i din have the courage to go join your even though i playing at the oppo side as you guys. with my netballers.
then you told me to call you. it was awkward. i was overjoyed. it only lasted for 5min. but i was :)
and we started chatting on the phone too. and i will always text you before that just in case your busy. it din get so awkward after that and i enjoyed talking to you then i'll always like -keep silent- and you will be like 'oi! you there?' hahaa
but ya i spoke up more and yeap. i rmb once i chat with you for more then 40min. woooo.

we did bump into each other in sch. sometimes you din acknowledge and i will always complain say why you never do so. hahahha.
but i rmb got once you walked pass i stunned, then waved. and you smiled back =D

then i finally asked the question. and yeah you said it.
i teared everytime i got your msg as i asked further. and i deleted those few msges straight after i received them. i was outside with my mum somemore -.- i dont think she noticed tears. heng.
the most horrible was when i asked whether can continue to chat like last time. you said 'sometimes'
yeahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
your funny you said she had the same bday as my mum. hahahaha.

after that most of the times is phone calls. :) not much texts.
i was contented your willing to chat with me anw. and we agreed that you will sell me your books :) yay can meet up with you! haha
then quietness for a while. all these while i dont think i gave up. i liked the feeling of liking you :P then you suddenly call me again without any warning, asking about the books. haha.
lent you my calculator for your Os too ^^ that was the first time we actually met. at my grandma house downstairs. haha. i was pressing my lips all the way did not dare to talk. and you said i was funny. haha.
when meeting up for books i talked more ^^
that was probably the last time i will see you. aw. we din even get to play bball tgt as we've said. damn.

just found out today you got back tgt with her.
i din cry. i dont know what to feel. but im happy your 2 got tgt again. :)

anw i got your books. have your name and your handwriting.
so i prolly wont forget you :) haha.
wont ever regret texting you and knowing you. glad also. haha.
good luck with her. can tell you really love her :)

i will give up.
bye.